Every thought kept locked within.

Circles, of circles. Lie an eye, too much to listen. A valiant try.
One felt, right toe, two moves to and fro. Only to gasp, and you won't see.
What I see, I can explain. No point now, you won't understand.
Pushing hard against, temples to the floor. Still but moving. Still. Moving. doors.

Numbers, trees and myrrh. What about the living, Sir?
Lying is hard my friend, you make me feel.
I can smell your loathing, I'm watching your faces peel.
Ignorant, oblivious, a box of corners and a lucid dream.

Why don't you just stay here? Lets sit upon your thoughts and talk about your chair?
I knew this, wait, I knew this, wait. I knew this, wait.
Not a difference in your walls, but your planet is nice.
Don't ignore this, I thought it had meaning to suffice.

Glassy hearts, ice and cold. Does it matter where you are?
Captured a piece of you and stole your heart.
Returning souls, a blank I can't fill.
The next line would be as empty, and meaningful still. 

Drama Queen.

One head and a couple eyes, teeth and precious.
What does it take you to get through?
Don't feel me, just see and witness the obvious.

Just see this gravity, lets float and pull each other.
Weary, unhealthy, kind and surrendering.
Watch me, dissipate, merging into one.

Strings all washed, beat, beat and beating.
Why would I? Why would I not see?
Still stranded, still seated.

Difficult just to see you, what you never wished.
Too much, into this, oblivious.
Expecting, nothing, just a little switch.

I see this shadow, naked and lurking.
Your side, the bird and the cage,
Ribs, disconnected.

I couldn't write, not like this, couldn't even think.
Seriousness, just more mood swings.
Couldn't relate, keep you well, wouldn't blink.

Donut on a glass plate.

Up the down hill, off the road and into the skies.
Beating of the heart, a racing pulse and alive.
So low the slow beats, inside my head I created feel.
Not happening while I'm awake, this little space that you make.
Explaining what a song says and not listening to any words.
Just plain chords trying to speak, making twice and thirds.

Softness of the strings, the velvet around my ears.
The openness to weird and incoherent fears.
Turning things big and small, a smell, a taste and a wall.
No differences, its making me twitch, involuntarily the world seems to switch.
My eyes are eyes are your eyes my eyes?
Unable to see, or see well, unable to differ any of the rest.

I've been awake for so long, my heart is racing with the song.
Song, yes I found a way. A way to break this circle, a way to break the chain.
Just look at what I've got, notice myself in a box.
I will make it stay, make this time never go away.
Right then I picked the scientific factor, and lost myself into the lines.
What my future self, was trying hard to make me realize.

Keep going for what you have, don't let the alternative blind you.
You're here to admire and imagine what lies beyond nature and confusion.
The interstellar connection that you feel everyday, is real music.
Irrelevant, irrational and negative molds that we've become.
Must change, must kill, must die to believe and overcome.

No sign of regret, no hint of faith. 

A lie, liar. No hate. 

Left-no-right.

Now this could have happened before, right against your eyes. 
One fine evening, a dive in and flies. 
But I was only sitting, waiting. Bored. 
I know this fly feeling, leaving me clueless with a spasm-blank of sure.
Take care she may hug you, her touch was a nurturing tug, I know what they want.

You are making it happen, don't come close, I'm scared by myself, you make it worse.
No relief is my conclusion while both my eyes satisfied blinking for a glimpse. 
No relation, no elation. Just empty in my head. Losing balance and going limp.

Either side didn't realize they must collect this pulsating flow.
Each receptor thirsty for a signal, twisting twitching flaying slow.

Then I fell down in horror with a powerful delusion in my head.
Only this I couldn't tell, I am being murdered, I need help. 
All I know is, I've felt this before sometime in my childhood head.
I have two people, I have more legs, I know everything that's about to be said.

Down there it woke me up, a salty laughter and a warm bed. 

Likeliest odd.

A scratch of metal and heat from a spark of bright light.
Two stones struck together, ignite.
Without a clue of how you grew, and became so lovingly wild.
I wish to know everything, said a helpless child.
Let's plan a world through my eyes and complicate it so.
So no one can ever question, God's luminescent glow.
Electrolytic water, electroplating mold.
Cutting edges like a trajectory force, turning mud into gold.

A fine thin line, between my senses and the reasoning locus.
One missed signal. I end up shivering, tasting my own focus.
Developing slowly and not believing everything I'm told.
Looking forward to rediscovery and making my own folds.
Being hit mid-way as I'm falling, though I'm wide awake.
Re-experiencing my rebirth, my room turned into a lake.
Incandescence, your consciousness is not exactly yours.
Soon enough all this will fall, what're you running for?

Just because you're fooled by your mind, which looks at you in vain.
You're made for something so different, something beyond this pain.
Once this ceases, I will move and become one with the light.
So capable, immovable and wickedly divine.
Insurgent, against the odd. Over bent but still so bright.
Let me pull this gun against you, and wish you thank me twice.

My visit beyond self.

Every word is slow and over-confident. This light within the emptiness.
Resilient disconnection.
Without no way of saying, I have loved along beats.
With little, pitiful.
I'm not staying to feed upon my own face, leave this place filled with fear and darkness.
We're lifeless.
A cradling life, inspired by those who like to own it.
One.
This truth lost its touch, when you traded your eyes for vision.
How well you see?
See beyond your reason and filter your still water.
Vibrant and confused.
Eyes dilated, rituals annihilated.
The source of tremors and hopeless fears.
The source of fruits and needy.
Without its forces forming.
Without her lies desired.

Leave the light and life, fill your hearts with hopeful tears.
Calculate your suggestion.
Another way of saying, I'm more than just the breathing.
Too fickle, forgetful.
I want my place beside her, in peace within her cover.
Wanting, after all.
A fool is right and over, We follow your perception.
Blinking.
And as you dove down here, without a life to feel.
I cross eyes with me and believe I'm so conceivable.
To look at me and all, tangled in lost-end spirals.

So I look down here, and don't feel the same.
So I feel my knees and imagine its all irregular,
Then I bring it down here, lift up my head.
So I realized, what I've never said.
You feel me too, and we're one truth.
Spill out so free, limitless, endless, colorless tree.
 I, every"One" and You.

You thought, I wouldn't write it?

Time inspires a ticking bomb, I will evaporate into a song.
You do your things, as you would have.
Without any conscience, I like your hat.
Another time, again we wait.
The summer flies, we dissipate.


Salt against the glistened skin, porcelain and figurative.
Only half-alive, thoroughly rare and humbly free.
The other half, I keep with me.
Weeping eyes, of our tree,
Discolored and so fatigued.


Disfigured, yet so alive.
A dreamy touch, a fleeting smile.
Pushed against a glassy sky,
Rosy cheeks, walk by.

Hello latches.

With the locks, one lost a foot. At the ground, its what I took..
Lust to lust, dust to dust.
Every time, I pick up the phone it sings back. 
All this while, you sat there and leaned back?


To look for me, you need eyes.
Steel eyes, and metal flies.
Infinite, nothing, all will die.
Another baby learns to fly.


Smaller spaces and bigger words.
Overload, stop, wait, it hurts.
Outer space, a fictional crease.
You mean see these other trees?


If you would, what I know do.
Speak of nothing, lies or true.
Clock chimes resonate through my brain.
Every morning is the same, left dream right into my veins.


With a run, logic is spun. At the word, voices are guns.
Mind to hunt, kill to fill.
Insurgent pain runs through my spine.
Infinity equals zero, its about time.

Give it back.

When, I stepped into the lake. There were three birds with me.
Two giant keys fell on me. But then, when I started to swim.


Take me down, to the room. Lay me down on the spoon.
In the winter watch me bloom.


Don't worry, I wont. Don't do that it makes me feel. 
Don't worry, I don't. Why won't you make me feel?


Say it twice, say it twice.


Once upon a time, there was a sweetened gloom. Then all of it went black.
Back at the time when my head could feel the swoon. 
Take it all apart, see what I do.


But once upon a time, there were seven hundred wounds. Through time and lack,
I will make this come true.
You make it all.

Sober high.

Font, lets not touch.
Words, lets not speak.
Actions, we may see.
Trust, we may seek.


Windows, seats and covers fly.
Warmth of the bench, won't make us shy.
So, does a mouth that doesn't talk?
Know how to breach, my inner walls.


Winds you caused, rains you brought.
Not once have I had a second thought.
Imagine deeper, a similar suit.
You smell like a dream, and hurt like a fruit.


Least, I say, I do the more.
Worrying away has left me sore.
In the violent purple skies,
I feel anesthetized, but I shall try.

The painter and the painting.

Grim and deceitful, put paint all across her,
She stood with a palette and a line drawn to cross her.
A hint of crimson, in the shivers, of the pallid faces.
Pale and yet, so dislocated tons of bricks and aces.


Glided down the hall of saints, where death is merely humor.
She may have stood in that paint, if she wondered sooner.
Only looking only waiting for the changing time.
Sadly, she doesn't know, she's in the painters mind.


I'm not even in the picture, just across the side.
Whisper to me of the window and the shadow skies.
Rush of blood like cocaine flows, 
Receiving all your happy jolts. 


I missed a spot, or did I not?
Freeing myself, with little thought. 
And she painted with all her might,
The canvas gave way, with little fight. 

Pictures in the sky?

Select all, delete all, edit all and complete all.
Secretly I wished to see, secretly I wish to call. 
All the cutting and the slashing, of the fleshy soul,
Burn down to feel the heat, in the gaping hole. 


A flicker of hair in the dream shook me vigorously,
The shape of my lungs in the clouds, held me seriously.
Waiting, twice upon a time, on the patterned shoulder.
Its human nature, to kill the secret and push through pointless boulders.


Looking down upon myself, without a valid reason,
Ticking of the clock, has shown a valid treason.
It isn't where you may think,
A lifetime in a sket and wink.


Disheartened and forged by the meanings of standing,
Not looking, but seeking to fit the standings. 
Over ruled by your thoughts, and not much interference,
You multiply and intensify my way with circumference.


One thought across the globe, put through a wire,
I helped you televise the biggest fashion fire. 
Colors, the seven bands, which an eye can't see,
To such a limited existence, experiment LSD. 

Instant separation

Below the window of the willow, in the deserts roam. 
The seeker of the intricate, the mellow, tired souls.
Wasting out all the time, and the random lies.
You  could sit in your car and still learn how to fly.


Everyone is talking to you, even if you won't.
No one cares about the meaning, were you also told? 
Spiritualistic pluralistic, watch me end on one.
A little scratch to the elbow, Franky picked a Gun. 


Watching all the complications spiral on themselves,
Only watching what I knew, stupid human cells.
Converting my brain sent signal, to the point of A.
Your receptor with yellow current, will hit it as I sway.


Separated by a tremor in the timeless zone, 
Rapid heartbeat, chemical reactions, and the strangled bones. 
Still as timeless, still as confused, waiting what to do,
The light at the end of the tunnel, might just be you.


Pulling out my wisdom tooth, from around my ankle,
It seems stuck and cutting through, at a stupid angle. 
Planting all that's vague inside you, lets me save a meal,
Everything is and isn't is the world's ideal.

One last one.

Two faces, one melting , one standing, one lying.
Two circles drove around them, with an orange haze inside.
Two dancers with a lisp, wiping off the floor.
Two birds with no cancer an eye witness for a whore. 


The little me, is scared to be what I see in me.
The little me, will never be, what I will see in me.
The little me, as always has, been way too scared of fate.
The little me, inside my chest, has a way of getting too late. 


Affix, ally, equate and fasten.
Two lovers will accept their actions.
Adjacent and parallel connection.
Debility causes thoughtful sedation. 


Awfully wild, frantic and fused.
Silly child, hyper and bemused.
Warm hands, true soul, thoughts subdued.
Easily figured, yet leaves you confused. 

Variables and differences.

His feet are cold, The conscious folds.
Curtains sway, minds are gay.
You can't talk sleep off, or walk the dreamy haze.
Make a difference in the shadows and your silly ways.


Motionless, emotionless, under the summer breeze.
The winter was just the same, the same old shaky knees.
Waning and wizened, like olden times of snow.
Mature and young, ending of summer glow. 


Fidelity and the gruesome acts of pain and sorted seams.
Let me see through the scars, the rot of what you bleed.
And I will fix it with a quiver and a gentle touch.
Or watch you die under my feet, with not a silly nudge.


A comma, as you believe, is all I've become.
I just put a pause in you, and let your thoughts succumb.
Prominent and permanent, with imprints in your eyes.
Wondering if its still me, save the bigger lies. 


Differ your thoughts from me and watch the difference flow.
Work on it to end up, back in the days of snow. 
After years of a returning phase, as a child I wouldn't dream.
Of leaping back, where I began. I start to cut the seams.  

A limit to infinity.

You feel like hate? I told you its making me irate. 
Needles punched to ease the pain.
Prick my soul, you took the train.
Still it bothers you to notice, how I changed your ways of focus. 
If this isn't what you wanted, strip me down, leave me haunted. 
I have put myself to ease, to notice worlds and minds deceased. 
Random of our own belief, you took it all to be at peace? 
I had, it all laid down. On a piece of paper, and a dizzy crown. All for your head, none for me.
It will suite you, I'm afraid, indeed. 
Delirious offer to the sweat, finding myself with an open threat.


Six hundred years shouldn't be so long, the songs of the Samurai don't teach us wrong. 
Witness myself be one of these, some people say the same about dreams? 
If its all still and you don't move, I will captivate you in a sudden groove.
I wouldn't have taken such a chance, while you fell deeper in a trance. 
Heated by the wisdom keys, argue 'til my heart will seize.


Asphyxia and a lack of blood, oxygen causes a massive flood. 
To bring the senses up to me, watch me tumble in between.
A mist of dust called reality and hazily felt mentality.  
Watch me writhe between the two, you with me and about a few.
Thoughts, but none to use for love, I wish it fits me, forget the gloves.
Your tranquil thoughts and innocence, wishful of your providence.

Forgetful.

I tried to hide, I tried to seek. All the freedom I'd destroy. My head feels heavy and my eyes are red, may be its time for me to rest. When you speak, I do not move. For your sake, I couldn't prove. A flamingo fell from the sky, I saw reason in its eye. And then i didn't say a word. For i felt, things absurd. The dearth of all your hopes and dreams, makes me want to switch the stream. I wish to swim and pass you by, with the redness in my eyes. I spoke two words and knew the lines. My lips couldn't move, my eyes won't shine. Pictures in my head move by, orange filtres bluest sky.

And so my ego grew big and strong, while you stood pale, and always wrong. "I'm all you have", you said to me. Slowly, I began to see. How your words just lingered by, I'm strong, I never wish to lie. I feel warm and sick to look, is that the coat? The one you took? We wandered all the spring to find. In the end, you stood and cried. The salt of tears began to spray, across the glistened shiny bay. A catterpillar began to crawl, my hand is big, just take the fall. And then it turned into a butterfly, and said to me, "Be satisfied".

I learn too fast, I act too slow. Ginger fish, the mountain glows. I wait for you to say goodbye, then I sit and wonder why. Why you walked away from this, I'm still stuck here, Oh, Ginger fish. You don't feel, what i do now. You're lost in happiness, you don't know how. How I won't be done with this. I need help, my Ginger fish. When i talk, you do not listen. Its the silence, not the words thats missing. No one ever listens to me, I'm done with sympathy. Alone i sit, I'm satisfied. Ginger fish, don't say goodbye.